It’s gonna be a transition of life. New chapter?haha.. Boleh juga.
I need to be strong and robust if I want really to reach my goals.
I want to become a better person in any way.
Can?
Of course I can.
No one or thing can stop me ANYMORE!
I will do whatever it takes to become what I wanted to be!
Erm.
Too ambitious?
I am.
Too positive?
I am.
But I am optimistic as well.
Do pray for my success and happiness.
You may say whatever you want to say.
As people will never lose word to pelt.
But, I will not buy it ANYMORE!
No more!
da~
I just so called graduated from this GEMS programme. It is an acronym for Graduate Employability Management Scheme held by the government and run by Khazanah Nasional and Irshad HR Consulting. It is a programme where the graduates can enhance their employability and develop skills.
I’m not going to explain a lot about the programme as you can simply browse thru its website mygemsportal.com.my. And I strongly recommend you guys to join it as it is very beneficial.
The allowance, yes it is not that much (that’s why we call it allowance and not salary!). But the skills and competencies that you are about to gain and acquire there are something I would say priceless.
In fact, you don’t need to pay even a single cent to be a participant of the programme. read more…

Me in Gown
It’s my degree convocation.
Thanks to my mum and ‘dad’ for spending their time on my convo day. I know it was tiring and ‘torturing’. Thank you again.
To Zarul, Sam and Kay, Tq for your presence and for the flowers and for that cutie DORAEMON. Tq.
Ops lupa! Terima kasih Zarul for the smart-complete outfit!
Mekacih gak tuk mereka yg menghantar message and mengingati diri ini..
I know my degree is not that great. It’s not from abroad U. It’s not in Medic, Pharmacy, Engin..or any other ‘meletop’ courses.
It’s not a first class degree.
But I know, there are only two persons who are really proud of me (my degree). First is MY MUM.
And second, MY LATE DAD. I miss U ABAH!

sad
I know what I feel is not important. I know.
But I just want to pour my loneliness here. After Allah, I think this blog is the second good listener for me. It knows well what i really feel.
I feel, my spirit has been taken away.
I feel, my eagerness has been stolen away.
I feel, my enthusiasm has been discarded away.
I feel, my inner strength has been snatched away.
But I know, what I feel is not that important to you.
I feel, I have no one (man) to talk to.
I feel, I have nothing to be proud of.
I feel, I am not a good person in any way.
I feel, whatever i do is not right.
But I know, what I feel is not important to you.
I feel very impotent.
I feel very lonely.
I feel very weak, frail..
But I know,
Only Him can help me out from this sorrowness.
Only Him will give back all the things I need to be happy.
Tiba-tiba.
Nostalgia dan memori mengendera rasa hati. Terasa seperti mahu kembali mengisi waktu seperti dulu.
Kerinduan kali ini benar-benar memeluk kemas tiap nafas yang terhela. Aku rindu. Terlalu. Masa-masa silam yang semakin giat tenggelam.
Tapi itulah kehidupan. Meneruskan demi masa depan. Meninggalkan pahit manis kenangan.
Aku rindu zaman kita dulu, setiap masa merekat tanpa renggang mengharung gelap terang.
Aku rindu kalian. Aku rindu tiap perbuatan yang kita sama lakukan. Aku rindu pada saat -saat indah yang kita kongsikan.
Bukan melupa, bukan. Cuma waktunya kita berbeda. Kamu dan aku bukan lagi boleh bersuka pada perkara yang sama sekerap dulu.
Namun, dalam hati ini, biliknya tidak pernah cuba dibiar huni oleh apa-apa atau sesiapa. Masih kuat di nubari, kalian dan dunia yang semakin jauh aku tinggalkan.
hope tat ppl can accept me as who i am.. c;
i dun do dis for fame n name..seriously!
herm..in a serious dilemma..huu
Nur Damia means cahaya kebijakan.Hehe.
Safely delivered on 30th April 2009, Thursday. Tak sampai pun seminggu umurnya. Ini merupakan anak saudara aku yang ke 18. Nampaknya makin tua lah aku.
Dan makin banyaklah duit kena spend tuk hari raya nanti (kalau aku dah keje). Kalau tak, selamatlah lagi untuk ke sekian kalinya. Haha.
Gambar aku tak sempat nak amek. Tunggu lah besar sikit, nanti aku attach kat blog nie. Tu pun kalau ada yang sudi nak tengok. Ye lah, anak sedara aku tak lah comel mana, macam Ucu dia jugak. Haha.
Doa aku moga dia menjadi anak yang solehah dan sentiasa mendapat keberkatan Ilahi sepanjang hayatnya.
Some said sad. Pessimistic. Negative. Melancholic.
Some said ambitious. Optimistic. Positive.
You?
Hehe. The poem is entitled ‘I am me’ (i guess), given by my English tutor, Mr. Vishnu. I dunno who is the author.
Enjoy ek..wee c;
That’s the conclusion.
The conclusion that i drew from the conversation between me and this one guy named X. It happened last week or so, when we were having our tea break.
He said that the employers nowadays tend to pick graduates who have CGPA 3.00 rather than graduates who have higher CGPA.
Initially, I was okay. But, when he came out with few reasons why so, I was bemused.
His point was;
3 pointer students are more likely to copy in their test while higher pointer students are not (as they make revisions regularly by doing past years’ papers and tutorials).
His interpretation was;
This indicates that 3 pointer students can work under minimal supervision as they do not rely too much on manuals (past years,tutorials). So that the employers don’t need to monitor them frequently.
Heh.
My questions are;


